Same, cheerful me. Eh?
Well I've had my heart broken, sophia is out of my life and I hate that I pushed her away, I was made redundant, I became suicidal and cut myself over fifty times, I've been dating some crazy women that don't fill the void and although I've been writing more it isn't anywhere as good as I know I can do.
So in conclusion I know now that I need someone around to keep me strong. Im just not strong enough to stand by myself.
Im not entirely sure who I am anymore. Dil was a good person but I don't feel like I can live up to his legacy. Dil encapsulated a new me, and although he was flawed he looked the way I could be proud of and had friends that made me happy, since moving back to winchester, being Sam again has been a huge failure. I try to be honest and open and I get it thrown back in my face.
Anyway, it's probably time I got to the point. Im going to TRY to post often and include some of the short stories/poems I've written and maybe some things on my novel. My sketches might be possible but most likely will be photo'd from the page with my phone. Scanning them is a lot of effort for nasty scribblings. Anyway, watch this space.
Sam
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